Thursday, 7 April 2011

Chiara a true jesusfriends4u

Chiara Badano was born on October 29, 1971, in Sassello, a lively town in the Ligurian Apennines, part of the diocese of Acqui, after her parents had waited for her for 11 years. Her arrival is considered a blessing from Our Lady of the Rocche, to whom her father had pleaded with humble and faithful prayer. Chiara (which means clear) in every sense of the word, with big, clear eyes, a sweet and communicative smile, smart and balanced, lively, happy and athletic, she is educated by her mother – through the Gospel – to talk to Jesus and to. “always say yes” to him. She is healthy, loves nature and playing, but from the beginning she stands out for her love for Jesus and the Blessed Mary; she is particularly attracted to the“last things”, whom she fills with attention and good deeds, often giving up her free time. She is a normal girl, with something more: she loves Jesus passionately and she drags her parents and all those who come near her into that passion. The only difference between her and other children: she is docile to God’s grace and to His plan for her, which will slowly reveal itself to her.
On the day of her First Communion she receives the book of the Gospels as a gift. For her it was a «magnificent book» and «an extraordinary message»; she stated: «As it is easy for me to learn the alphabet, so it should be to live the Gospel!». At the age of nine she becomes part of the GEN Movement and especially from that moment on her life is an escalation, a search for «putting God in first place». She continues school up to her classical studies in high school, when at 17 years old, she suddenly feels an excruciating pain in her left shoulder, which through painful examinations and useless operations will later reveal an osteosarcoma, initiating a Calvary that will last about three years.
When she was given the diagnosis, Chiara didn’t cry, she didn’t fight back: she immediately became silent, but after only 25 minutes she proclaims her “yes” to God’s will. She would often repeat: “If you want it Jesus, so do I”. She doesn’t lose her luminous smile; holding hands with her parents, she faces extremely painful therapy and drags into that same Love everyone who comes near her. After refusing morphine because it takes away her lucidity, she gives everything to the Church, the Diocese, the youth, those distant, the Movement, the missions… staying serene and strong, convinced that«embracing pain makes one free”. She repeated: “I have nothing left, but I still have my heart, and with that I can always love”.
Her room, both in the Turin hospital (Regina Margherita) and at home, is a place for meeting, Christian growth, and unity: it is her church. Even the doctors, sometimes non-believers, are overwhelmed by the peace that surrounds her, and some of them get closer to God. Still today they remember her, speak of her, and praise her.
When her mother asks her if she is in a lot of pain, she answers: “Jesus takes away all my black spots with bleach, and bleach burns. So when I get to Heaven I’ll be white as snow”. She is sure of God’s love for her: in fact she says: “God loves me immensely”, and she reconfirms it with strength, even though she is in extreme pain: «Yet it’s true: God loves me!». After a very troubled night she came to say: «I suffered a lot, but my soul was singing…».
She would say to her friends: “…You can’t even imagine what my relationship with Jesus is like now… I feel that God is asking me for something more, something greater. I could be confined to this bed for years, I don’t know. I’m only interested in God’s will, doing that well in the present moment: playing God’s game”. And again: I was too taken by ambition, projects, and who knows what else. Now they seem meaningless, futile and temporary… now I feel a part of a wonderful plan that is slowly revealing itself to me. If I were now asked if I want to walk (the operation paralyzed her with extremely painful and constant leg contractions), I would say no, because this way I am closer to Jesus”.
She doesn’t expect the miracle of healing, even if in a little note she had written to the Blessed Mother: «Heavenly mother, I ask you for the miracle of my healing; if this is not God’s will, I ask you to give me the strength to never give up!» and she was always faithful to this promise.
Chiara lives her Christianity well, participating at daily mass, where she receives Jesus, whom she loves so much; with the reading of the Word of God and meditation. She often reflects upon Chiara Lubich’s words: “I’ll be a saint, if I’m a saint now”.
Ever since she was little, she had committed to “not give Jesus to her friends with words, but through behavior”. All this is not easy; in fact sometimes she would say: “It is so hard to go against the current!” And to overcome every obstacle she says, “For you, Jesus!”.
To those who visit her she expresses her ideals, always putting others first. She shows a particular affection for “her” bishop, Mons. Livio Maritano; during their last, short, but intense meetings, a supernatural atmosphere embraces them: in Love they become one; they are Church. But her illness gets worse and the pain increases. Not one complaint from her lips: “If you want it Jesus, so do I”.
Chiara gets ready for the final meeting: “It is my Spouse who comes to visit” and she picks out her bridal dress, the songs and the prayers for her Mass; the service must be a feast. Receiving Jesus in the Eucharist for the last time, she appears totally immersed in Him and she asks that they “recite that prayer: Come, Holy Spirit, send us a ray of your light from Heaven”.
Nicknamed LIGHT by Chiara Lubich, with whom she has an intense mother-daughter-like relationship ever since she was a child, is now truly light for everyone, and soon she will be in the Light. She is not afraid to die and never has been. She had told her mother: “I’m not asking Jesus to come and get me to bring me to Heaven anymore, because I still want to offer him my pain, to share his cross with him”.
And her Spouse comes to get her at the dawn of October 7th, after a very difficult night. It is the day of the Virgin of the Rosary. These are her last words: “Mom, be happy, because I am. Bye”.
Hundreds of youth and many priests rushed to the funeral celebrated by the Bishop. Members of Gen Rosso and Gen Verde sang the songs she had chosen.
Since that day, her tomb is a pilgrimage destination: flowers, stuffed animals, donations for the African children, letters, requests for miracles… And every year, in the Sunday around October 7th, youth and people present in the Mass in her remembrance increase more and more. They come spontaneously and the invite each other to participate in the rite that, as she wanted, is a moment of great joy. The rite is preceded by an entire day of “feasting”: with songs, testimonies, prayers…
Her “fame for sanctity” has extended in various parts of the world; many the “fruits”. The luminous path that Chiara “Luce” has left behind her brings one to God in the simplicity joy of abandoning oneself to Love. It is a desperate need in today’s society and especially for youth: the real meaning of life, the answer to pain and a hope for an “after”, which will never end and that will be the certainty of the “victory” over death.

Blessed Chiara Luce Badano, pray for us!


Sometimes we’d prefer that our lives be a different story than the one God seems to be writing.  In our fragile existence it doesn’t take much to turn a romance into a drama, or an adventure into a tragedy.  At a glance, the story of Chiara Badano—an only child conceived after 11 years of marriage, who died at 18 after a bout with a painful form of bone cancer—looks like an empty tragedy, but not from the perspective of the Divine Author.  
Chiara seemed to have everything going for her as a teen.  She had a loving, holy family and a rock solid faith that was nurtured by retreats and youth ministry programs.  She was popular amongst her friends and was liked by boys.  It’s not hard to see why.  She was beautiful.  Chiara loved to hang out in coffee shops.  She was great at tennis, swimming and mountain climbing.  Her outgoing personality and adventurous spirit made her dream of becoming a flight attendant.  Chiara had a bright life ahead of her. 
One day while playing tennis, Chiara experienced excruciating pain in her shoulder.  Shortly afterwards she was diagnosed with osteogenic sarcoma.  She watched her bright future slip away.  But it’s here that the real story of her life begins—the story of heroic virtue.
Chiara’s joy was explosive and it only increased with her suffering.  After one very pain-filled night she said, “I suffered a lot, but my soul was singing.”  Google pictures of her on her death bed.  Her eyes look like pools reflecting the glory of heaven.  One of her doctors remarked, “Through her smile, and through her eyes full of light, she showed us that death doesn’t exist; only life exists.”  Cardinal Saldarini heard of this amazing teen and visited her in the hospital.  Awestruck, he said, “The light in your eyes is splendid. Where does it come from?”  Chiara’s reply was simple:  “I try to love Jesus as much as I can.”
Chiara had a profound sense of redemptive suffering.  She often repeated the phrase, “If this is what you want, Jesus, so do I.”  Like any teenage girl, she loved her hair, but with each lock that fell out she’d pray, “For you, Jesus.”  She frequently refused morphine, saying, “I want to share as much as possible in His suffering on the cross.” 
During one of her many hospital stays Chiara took walks with a depressed, drug-dependent girl, despite the pain of walking from the huge growth on her spine.  When she was encouraged to stop and rest she said, “I’ll have time to rest later.”  Ever thinking of others, she said, “I have nothing left, but I still have my heart, and with that I can always love.”  
Chiara requested to be buried in a wedding gown.  As the end of her short life drew near she told her mother, “When you’re getting me ready, Mum, you have to keep saying to yourself, ‘Chiara Luce is now seeing Jesus.’”
She died on Oct. 7, 1990.  Her parents and friends were with her.  Her last words were: “Goodbye. Be happy because I’m happy.” 

Thanks to her local bishop, Chiara was declared “Servant of God.”  For anyone wondering if Chiara’s cause for canonization was only opened to comfort grieving parents and friends, God recently put his stamp of approval on her story.  A young boy in Italy was dying from meningitis.  His organs were shutting down.  There was no way to save his life.  His parents learned of Chiara’s story and sought her intercession.  He was fully healed.  A panel of doctors has ruled that there was no medical explanation for this turn of events.  Rome’s approval of this miracle and Chiara’s beatification are expected soon. 
Reflecting on her pending death, Chiara said: “Previously I felt … the most I could do was to let go.  Instead, now I feel enfolded in a marvelous plan of God, which is slowly being unveiled to me.”  The story of our lives with all its riveting twists and painful turns is written by an author who loves us very much, and for him, even death is only a comma, not a period.  The greatest protagonists in life’s story are the saints.  They shared the eternal perspective of the Author.  That’s why not even the most profound pain could take away their hope. 
Here’s to yet another teen saint!  Pardon my preemptive prayer, “Blessed Chiara Luce Badano, pray for us!”

Chiara Luce Badano, 18. A Luminous Masterpiece.

Biography of Blessed Chiara Luce Badano

Chiara Luce Badano, 18. A Luminous Masterpiece. Short biography.
A beautiful, outgoing girl, full of enthusiasm, in love with God. But the beauty of God’s plan for her life becomes shiningly apparent in the last two years of her illness. 18 years of life: a model for people of all ages.
Chiara Luce Badano was born is Sassello, near Savona (Northwest Italy), on October 29, 1971, to parents who had been trying to have a child for 11 years. Her childhood and adolescence were serene: she lived in a loving, united family from which she received a solid Christian education.
Chiara Luce had a generous and outgoing personality. At four she chose carefully which toys to give to poor children (“I certainly can’t give broken toys to children who don’t have any!”). In first grade she was attentive in all sorts of little ways toward her classmate, a girl who had lost her Mum; at Christmas she agreed enthusiastically to her mother’s proposal that they invite her to celebrate with them. She asked that they use the most beautiful tablecloth, “because today Jesus will be with us!” She listened with great attention to the parables of the Gospel and prepared carefully to receive Jesus in the Eucharist. She touched people with her demeanor and great concentration when listening to the Word of God and when attending Mass. She visited the elderly in a retirement home and, later, when they needed assistance, she would offer to spend the night by the bed of her maternal grandparents. Her life was full of little acts of love. One evening she wrote: “One of my classmates has chicken pox and everyone is afraid to go visit her. My parents have agreed that it’s okay for me to take her her homework, so she won’t feel alone. I think that love is more important than fear.”
At 9 she encountered the Focolare Movement and embraced the ideal of unity by becoming a Gen (the second generation of the Focolare). From then on she would rise and rise as if part of a rock climbing group in which everyone is tied together: her parents, Focolare founder Chiara Lubich, the young people with whom she shared her choice of life. She was active in her parish and diocese. In 1981 she participated with her family [in] the Family Fest in Rome, [an] international gathering of the Focolare aimed at families and addressing family life. This large encounter marked a new beginning for all three of them. Chiara Luce deepened her commitment to the Gen movement. In her little town, she renewed her dedication to loving her classmates and everyone she encountered, because she wanted to live the Gospel that had fascinated her in a radical way.
She began a correspondence with Chiara Lubich that got more and more intense. She confided all of her trials to Chiara until the very end. On June 12, 1983, she participated in her first international Gen convention in Rocca di Papa, near Rome. She wrote to Chiara: “I rediscovered Jesus Forsaken in a special way.” She was referring to one of the key point of the spirituality of unity, when Jesus on the cross cried out, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” (Mt 27:46). In November of that year she wrote again: “I discovered that Jesus Forsaken is the key to unity and I want to choose him as my spouse and be ready for when he comes. I want to prefer him! I realized that I can find him in those who are far from him, in all atheists, and that I must love them in a very special way, without expecting anything at all for myself.” She will never question this choice.
From her letters and testimonies a special joy and wonderment at life emerged. Her vision of life was positive and sunny. Chiara was a girl like all others: joyful and lively, she loved music (she had a beautiful voice), swimming, tennis and hiking. She had a lot of friends. To those who asked her if she talked about Jesus to her friends, she replied: “I must not tell about Jesus, but give Jesus with my behavior.”
She was not doing this all on her own. The other Gen and she didn’t miss a chance to “cement their unity,” as they say, in meetings where they shared experiences of having put the Gospel into practice, on the phone, through impromptu visits, little notes, parties, trips, presents. They made a true communion of goods: until her death, Chiara Luce will keep in her room a list of the things she owned, so that she could make them available to those who needed them.
At 17 she felt a sharp pain in her shoulder while playing tennis. The doctors didn’t like it and sent her for tests. Soon she received the news that she had bone cancer. In February 1989 she had her first surgery. There was little hope to eradicate the cancer. The other Gen and friends of the Focolare took turns at the hospital to support Chiara and her family. A series of stays at Turin’s hospital began, with more and more frequent hospitalizations.
The treatment was very painful but Chiara underwent it with great courage. Each time there was a new, painful “surprise,” Chiara offered it without hesitation: “It’s for you, Jesus; if you want it, I want it, too.”
Soon she lost the use of her legs. She underwent a new painful surgery but it proved unsuccessful. Her union with Jesus Forsaken, who on the cross did not feel the comforting presence of the Father, supported her in her toughest moments. She said, “If they now asked me if I want to walk I’d say no, because this way I’m closer to Jesus.”
Her doctor, a man who didn’t believe in God and was critical of the Church, will say: “Since I met Chiara something has changed inside me. Here I find consistency. Everything about Christianity I see here makes sense to me.”
In spite of the fact that she was basically paralyzed, Chiara was incredibly active. She followed by phone a group of Youth for a United World based in Savona, was present at congresses and other activities with messages, postcards, posters, and, eager to have her friends and classmates meet the Gen Movement, she invited many of them to the Genfest of 1990 (a large international gathering of youth that took place in Rome). She herself followed the event live, thanks to a parabolic antenna mounted on the roof of her house.
Chiara persevered in offering all her pain: “I care only about the will of God, about doing it well, in the present moment: I want to play ball with God.” Or: “At this point I have nothing else (health-wise), but I still have my heart and with that I can always love.” She was sustained by the certainty that she was “immensely loved by God.” Her trust in this love was unshakable. When her mom told her that she didn’t know what she’ll do without her, Chiara told her, “Trust in God and you’ll have done all you need to do!”
Her relationship with Chiara Lubich became closer and closer. She kept her up-to-date on everything. On July 19, 1990, she wrote: “The science of medicine has laid down its arms. Since we stopped the treatment, the pain in my back has increased and I can barely turn on my side. I feel little and the path ahead of me is so hard … often I feel overcome by pain. But it’s my Spouse who’s coming to see me, right? I, too, repeat with you, ‘If you want it, I want it too’ … I am with you in the certainty that with him we’ll win over the world!”
Chiara Lubich replied immediately: “Don’t be afraid, Chiara, to tell Him your ‘yes’ moment by moment. He will give you the strength, be certain of this! I pray for this and I’m always there with you. God loves you immensely and wants to penetrate to the most intimate parts of your soul and allow you to experience drops of heaven. I thought of this name for you: ‘Chiara Luce.’ Do you like it? It’s the light of the Ideal that wins over the world. I send it to you with all my love …”
With the worsening of the illness the doctors recommended increasing the morphine, but Chiara refused: “It makes me less lucid and the pain is all I can offer Jesus.”
In a moment of particularly harrowing physical pain she confided to her mother that she was singing, “Here I am Jesus, today in front of you…” She knew that soon she would be able to meet him and was getting ready.
One morning, after a difficult night, it came to her to say at short intervals, “Come, Lord Jesus.” At 11, unexpectedly, a priest of the Movement came to visit her. Chiara Luce was extraordinarily happy: since she woke up she had felt a great desire to receive Jesus in the Eucharist.
Chiara Luce went to Heaven on October 7, 1990. She had thought of everything: the songs for her funeral, the flowers, her hair style, her dress (white, like a bride’s)… with a special request: “Mom, while you are preparing me, you will have to repeat all the time: now Chiara Luce is seeing Jesus.” When her father asked her if she was still willing to donate her corneas, she replied with a luminous smile. Then she said goodbye to her mother for the last time: “Be happy, because I am.” She smiled at her dad. The funeral was celebrated by the bishop of her dioceses and attended by hundreds and hundreds of young people and many priests. Members of the Gen Rosso and Gen Verde (Focolare performing arts groups) performed the songs she asked. Her parents received a large bunch of flowers from Chiara Lubich with this note: “Let’s thank God for this luminous masterpiece of his.”
The fame of Chiara’s sanctity spread. The bishop of the Acqui diocese, where she received her confirmation and who met her several times during her illness, initiated the diocesan phase of the beatification process on June 11, 1999. To Michele Zanzucchi, who wrote a biography of Chiara Luce, the bishop said, “It seemed to me that her testimony was meaningful, especially for young people. We need holiness today, too. We need to help our young people find a direction, a goal, a way of overcoming their insecurity and loneliness, their queries in the face of failures, pain, death, all of their restlessness.”
On July 3, 2008 Chiara Luce was proclaimed Venerable, and on December 10, 2009, the Holy Father Pope Benedict XVI recognizes a miracle obtained through her intercession. It is a step that opens the way to her beatification.
Chiara Luce Badano was beatified on 25 September 2010.
Blessed Chiara Luce, pray for us!

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jesusfreinds: Chiara.............an amazing teenager: "Chiara Luce Badano 'Sainthood at the age of 18'She was beautiful, enterprising, sports-loving, an ordinary young person. ..."

Chiara.............an amazing teenager



Chiara Luce Badano
"Sainthood at the age of 18"
She was beautiful, enterprising, sports-loving, an ordinary young person.
Then the unexpected illness:
anguish and pain, followed by death.
A rapid ascent to heaven.
Her cause for beatification is underway.
Extract from an article by Michele Zanzucchi – Citta’ Nuova, Rome 

   Chiara Badano is one of the many members of the Focolare Movement who have died at a young age. In her case, however, we felt that God had chosen her in a very special way for himself. Her funeral was like a wedding celebration. Afterward we continued to pray for her and for her family and read some of her writings which had begun to circulate.
   Then in the years following her death, quite unintentionally, many aspects of her life began to emerge through her friends, through the youth of the Focolare, through her bishop, through a biography, a video and through a collection of her own writings. As AbbĂ© Pierre wrote: “Saints are not all listed in a catalogue:  in all probability we come across them every day.”  Chiara Badano was one of these normal, everyday saints.

The long-awaited arrival

   Chiara was born in Sassello, an inland Ligurian region in Italy, on 29 October 1971. It’s a picturesque township situated between the mountains and the city. Anyone looking for a typical provincial town would find it in Sassello with its mushrooms and chestnuts.
    Chiara was the only child of a truck-driver, Ruggero Badano, and his wife Maria Teresa Caviglia. After 11 years of marriage they were still childless, although their heart’s desire was to have children. It’s easy to imagine their tremendous joy when this baby arrived. Her mother said, “Even though we were so immensely happy, we understood straightaway that this child wasn’t ours alone. She belonged to God first of all.”
   Chiara’s father, quiet by nature, is gifted with a very strong faith. Initially, he gives the impression of being very serious, but the warmth of his personality is reflected in his eyes. Her mother is friendly and outgoing and the relationship she had with her daughter was based on lopenness and trust.
An important lesson
   Maria Teresa, Chiara’s mother, recounted an episode which illustrates their relationship: “One afternoon, Chiara came home with a beautiful red apple. I asked her where it came from. She replied that she had taken it from our neighbour’s orchard without asking her permission. I explained to her that she always had to ask before taking anything and that she had to take it back and apologise to our neighbour. She was reluctant to do this because she was too embarrassed. I told her that it was far more important to own up than to eat an apple. So Chiara took the apple back to our neighbour and explained everything to her. That evening, the woman brought her a whole box of apples saying that on that day Chiara had “learnt something very important”.

9 years old – a special meeting

   Chiara had a very generous nature. In primary school, for homework, she had to write a letter to Baby Jesus. She didn’t ask him for toys but to “make grandmother, and all the people who are sick, well again”. She could be quite stubborn too and at times argued with her parents, but she was always ready to make up. Any friction only ever lasted a few moments.
   There are small, but significant, episodes which testify to this. For example, once when her mother asked her to clear the table, she responded,
“No, I don’t want to”. She got as far as her room, then turned back and said, “Mum, I’ve just remembered that story in the Gospel about the two workers who had to go and work in the vineyard; one said ‘yes’ but didn’t go; the other instead said ‘no’… Mum, give me that apron”. And she started clearing up.
   Stories like this attest to the fact that she had received a solid Christian education at home through the parish community, through the parish priest who gave interesting catechism lessons, and through the good friends she had. She had a special love for the elderly and really liked to help them.
   In September 1980, when she was 9 years old, Chiara attended a meeting of the young people of the Focolare Movement – called the Gen 3. It was to be fundamental for her future life. There she encountered the spirituality of unity.
   In 1981, her parents began to share the same spirituality after they attended a Familyfest, an international meeting for families. Her mother said,
“When we arrived home, my husband and I said to each other that if someone were to ask us when we got married, we would reply: ‘When we met this ideal’ ". From that moment, the Badano family became an example of respect, warmth and unity.
   During this period, Chiara used to write down her little acts of self-denial. This was one of them: “My friend has scarlet fever and everyone is too scared to visit her. With my parents’ permission I decided to do my homework over at her place so that she wouldn’t feel lonely”.
School, friendships and a decisive trip
   St Augustine often said that “love makes us beautiful”. Chiara, besides being a nice-looking girl, was, in fact clothed in evangelical beauty. Her photos show that even as an infant she had quite a strong character. What is so striking in these photos is the purity of her expression.
   Her adolescent years were nothing out of the ordinary. In 1985, her family moved to Savona so that she could continue with her secondary school studies. She found it quite hard-going despite being a conscientious student. She failed some final year subjects and this was a big suffering for her. 
It was then that some friction with her parents emerged. Even though the bond amongst them was so strong, they had to work hard to reach a compromise acceptable to all of them, regarding such things as staying out late at night.
  
Especially on weekends, Chiara loved to spend the evening with her friends in coffee shops. “She had a very wide circle of friends,” said Chicca Coriasco, one of her closest friends. “She also dressed modestly and with good-taste. She was always well-groomed, without overdoing it.” 

Chiara was popular, always surrounded by friends.
She was good at sport: tennis, swimming, mountain-climbing.
She was very active, loved singing and dancing and she wanted to be an air-hostess.
   She was quite popular with boys but she had her sights set on other goals. Every now and then she would comment to her friends, “He’s a nice boy”, but that was all.
   Then the summer of 1988 marked a very important turning point in her life. She had just learnt that she had failed maths at school, when she was asked to accompany a group of children to Rome for their special Gen 4 meeting. Even though she felt so upset about failing, she didn’t want to back away. This is what she wrote from Rome to her parents: “This is a very important moment for me: it is an encounter with Jesus Forsaken. It hasn’t been easy to embrace this suffering, but this morning Chiara Lubich explained to the children that they have to be the spouse of Jesus Forsaken.”
   She corresponded regularly with Chiara Lubich, with whom she had a very profound relationship, so much so that at the end of her life, she said “I owe everything to God and to Chiara.” At her request, she received a new name, “Luce” which means “light”.

An unexpected outcome

   Then something totally unforeseen happened. While playing tennis one day, she experienced a very sharp pain in her shoulder. At first she didn’t take any notice and neither did her doctor. But because the pain simply didn’t go away, the doctor did further tests. The verdict: osteogenic sarcoma – one of the most serious and painful forms of cancer. And it had already begun to spread.
   On hearing this news, Chiara Luce, after a moment’s silence, accepted the outcome courageously, without tears or rebellion.
“I’m young. I’m sure I’ll make it,” she said. Her father, Ruggero, told us, “We were sure that Jesus was in our midst in that moment and he gave us the strength to accept it.” This was when a dramatic change took place in Chiara Luce’s life and her rapid ascent towards holiness began.
   She was admitted to hospital many times and her kindness and unselfishness really stood out. Setting aside her own need to rest, she spent time walking around the wards with a drug-dependent girl suffering from serious depression. This meant getting out of bed despite the pain caused by the huge growth on her spine. “I’ll have time to rest later,” she used to say.
   The philosopher Cioran once said, “Has anyone ever seen a joyful saint?” Anyone who knew Chiara Luce could certainly say ‘yes’, as Jesus became more and more her “Spouse”.
She wrote,
“Jesus sent me this illness at the right moment.”
   Eventually, she was admitted to a hospital in Turin.
“At first we thought we’d visit her to keep her spirits up,” one of the Gen boys said,
but very soon we understood that, in fact, we were the ones who needed her. Her life was like a magnet drawing us to her.”

The cancer was spreading mercilessly, but Chiara Luce tried her best to live a normal and happy life.
    One of the medical staff, Dr Antonio Delogu, said, “Through her smile, and through her eyes full of light, she showed us that death doesn’t exist; only life exists.” She had to undergo surgery twice. The subsequent chemotherapy treatment caused her to lose   her hair, which she was very proud of. As each lock of hair fell, she would say simply, but sincerely, “For you, Jesus”. Her parents, ever at her side, used to remind her that hidden in all of her sufferings there was a mysterious plan of God.
   Whenever she heard this, Chiara Luce would redouble her efforts to love. So, for example, she gave all her savings to a friend leaving on a humanitarian mission to Africa, saying,
“I have everything. I don’t need this anymore.”

No to morphine. “I want to share as much as possible
the pain of Jesus on the cross”

   There is a tape-recording from this period of Chiara Luce’s life where she herself tells  of undergoing a very painful medical procedure.
   “When the doctors began to carry out this small, but quite demanding, procedure, a lady with a very beautiful and luminous smile came in. She came up to me and took me by the hand, and her touch filled me with courage.
   In the same way that she arrived, she disappeared, and I could no longer see her. But my heart was filled with an immense joy and all fear left me. In that moment I understood that if we’re always ready for everything, God sends us many signs of his love.”
   When she lost the use of her legs, Chiara said, “If I had to choose between walking or going to heaven, I would choose going to heaven.” With the last CAT scan, all hopes of remission disappeared. This was the beginning of a very intense spiritual trial. But she never gave up. She always had the support of Chiara Lubich who wrote to her, “God loves you immensely and wants to penetrate the depths of your soul to allow you to experience heaven on earth.” She refused to take morphine. “It reduces my lucidity,” she said, “and there’s only one thing I can do now: to offer my suffering to Jesus because I want to share as much as possible in his suffering on the cross.”
   Chiara Luce grew in maturity. Dr Fabio de Marzi, wrote to her, “I’m not used to seeing young people like you. I always thought of your age as being the time of great enthusiasms and sentiments. But you have taught me that yours is also an age of wholeness and maturity.”
“Where does that light in your eyes come from?”
   19 July 1989: Chiara nearly died because of a hemorrhage. She said, “Don’t shed any tears for me. I’m going to Jesus. At my funeral, I don’t want people crying, but singing with all their hearts.”
   Referring to the intravenous drip attached to her arm, she said, “These drops are nothing compared to the nails driven into the hands of Jesus.” And with each falling drop, she would say, “For You, Jesus”. When Cardinal Saldarini visited her in hospital, he asked her, “The light in your eyes is splendid. Where does it come from?” She replied, “I try to love Jesus as much as I can.”
   Occasionally she asked her parents not to let her friends come into her room – for her an unusual request. One day she explained, “It doesn’t mean that I care any less for them or that I’m sad. It’s because I sometimes find it so hard to ‘come down’ from where my spirit is living and then to climb back up again.” This was the atmosphere of Paradise that those around her experienced.
   She wrote to her friends,
“Previously I felt another world was awaiting me and the most I could do was to let go. Instead now I feel enfolded in a marvellous plan of God which is slowly being unveiled to me.”
The wedding celebration
   During her last days, she said, “I no longer ask Jesus to come and take me away to heaven. I don’t want to give him the impression that I don’t want to suffer any longer”. She knew what lay before her and she didn’t want to change anything (she didn’t pray for a cure but to be able to do God’s will).
   Together with her mother, she prepared for her
“wedding celebration”, her funeral. She herself gave instructions on how she wanted to be dressed; she chose the music, the songs, the flowers and the Mass readings. She told her mother, “When you’re getting me ready, Mum, you have to keep saying to yourself, ‘Chiara Luce is now seeing Jesus’.”
   Maria Grazia Magrini, who has been gathering material on Chiara Luce’s life for the beatification process, affirms: "The expressions she used in this period are very similar to those used by St Therese of the Child Jesus, who said, for example, ‘You have to know how to die through pinpricks in order to die by the sword."
   Sunday, 7 October, at 4.00 am, she met her “Spouse”. Her father and mother were at her bedside, and all her friends were in the adjoining room. There was a great sense of peace. Her last words to her mother were, “Goodbye. Be happy because I’m happy.”
   There were 2000 people at her funeral. Even those without a religious faith wanted to be there. In describing the occasion, everyone spoke of "Paradise", of joy, of  choosing God as Chiara Luce had done. Bishop Maritano said in his homily, “Here is the fruit of a Christian family, of a Christian community, of a movement which lives mutual love and has the presence of Jesus in the midst of its members”.
   The effects of her experience continued even after her death. All those who came to know about her felt called to live the Gospel in a more radical way, to choose God as their all. Her holiness has really been contagious. Recognition of Chiara Luce’s holiness spread slowly but surely. Through the initiative of the bishop of Acqui Terme, she has been declared a “Servant of God”. This was followed by the first step of the beatification process within the diocese. In a few months, her cause for beatification  will be passed on to the Vatican.
“You must become a generation of saints”
    One question that comes to mind at this moment is: “Who are the modern day saints?” Naturally, only God is holy. But in the Scriptures we are told: “Be holy as I am holy”. And in the Acts of the Apostles, Christians are simply referred to as “saints”. So a saint is a person who reflects the holiness of God by living the virtues in a heroic way and showing boundless charity and total faith in God. In this regard, Chiara Luce certainly does appear to be a saint. 
   There is one more aspect which warrants emphasizing. Cardinal Martini wrote: “Imagine a bunch of grapes: it is the holiness of the whole bunch taken together and not just of one single grape which becomes yeast and salt of the earth, light for the world.” Ever since the beginning of the Gen Movement, Chiara Lubich has challenged the young people with a very high ideal: “You must become a generation of saints”. Chiara Luce Badano is not the only one to reach this goal, because many other young people of the Focolare Movement have died with the same disposition. The beatification process is currently underway for three of them.